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Hey peeps~ =P

found out one of my most wanted~~...so longing poem...full of emotions, desire yet sentimental poem...hope u like them...thx veida...for him...thats why...i could find this poem

I take a deep breath,

say five words and let my true tears fall,

when you answer me maybe this wont work at all,

friends we can still remain,

but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name,

felt your hand touch my palm,

heard your thoughts,

your deepest secrets that you hide,

I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,

and I imagine the words you speak,

the words you say,the games you played,

the options I've tried,

to attempt to keep our friendship alive,

as I've failed in all of the above,

I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love,

my heartbrakes and it aches,

I've never felt so depressed,

and yet all the time I wish for only the best,

I wish for love,

I wish for everything to go my way,

I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away,

I feel alone,

So unloved,

And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be?

I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me,

I close my eyes,

With tears drop,

And again,

Try to recall the voice you speak,

The words you said,

The games you played,

the options that i tried,

to attempt for our friendship to stay alive,

As i know that i have failed,

totally failed in all of the above,

And I have to admit that,

I really fell in love,

toward you...deeply.

In thin air~

Hmm~Hmm~having both gd and bad news about my tests...one is way too good...another is way too dumbfolded.... =__=

well was aiming to get all As this sem...hope to overcome every obstacles ahead

promise myself...will do well in the coming test 2

Hmm~Hmm~ and again...sry Strawberry...sry...Chocolate couldnt keep the promise again~T~T

and oh yea~~Ken ^^ u recovered lerr...i know u r on the very best of ur life...congratz dude...n once again..hoping to go Sg wif u this coming december LOL~or any other places..perhaps~

My life here...is pretty boring...hate hot weather during the day...makes me feel lazy to study...aiks~ n oh yea...Strawberry...hmmm...sry again...u wont know about the "2nd day"

Oh yea...i did mention a fren with have nearly the same characteristics as mine...yeap indeed i agreed we do share some...Life is mystery~haha...n i hope happiness will be bestowed onto my dear fren on every paths u had chosen to walk ^___^ smile always

Putrajaya Botanical Park trip ~

Today, we, the Life Science Club had a trip to what i mentioned above~ =P Left at 8am in the morning by INTI bus...cant acc my cousin to sunday morning church Sorry~ everyone was excited~happy smiling faces could be seen in almost everyone ^__^

Reach there about half and hour later...took a big group members pic (will upload later) hehe~frankly...everyone wanted to have bike ride there~however, too bad...they were out of stock n was only available an hour later ~ =_=

Enjoy having morning walk at the park...thou to be honest its quite boring...snapping some pics...chatting wif my frenz...laughing together, sweating bersama-sama LOL~

An hour later~ LOL ~ rush back to the counter again...rent bikes...den cycle lo~we decided to have a race over the park...n we did!!! LOL~haha~everyone was staring at us when we were speeding haha~ Frankly...we waste our time there cycling 5 rounds rather than have a nature walk in the park...hahaha~

Almost half the day...we spend on the race LOL~n its time to back~ short journey...but tiring and of coz trying to smile LOL...

some were sleeping in the bus...some were still in hyper mood -.- (n i din know raymond was that generous...hahahaha~~)

Btw...talking about me, myself, i gt to change...not to be the same old Jason. Was determine to do so...n never again repeat the same mistake ^___^

Back!

Hey guys~ ^^ ish~ i m back..sry i'm throughout lazying at my home lol~

duh~last week was real 'cham' 2 tests on thursday n friday each..finally its a over...my brain was exhausted, my body feel slumber but my mood was overjoyed ^^

why?

Because i go back home!! its nearly 1 month =D miss my family, miss my tv, miss my internet connection, n miss my favorably air-cond boysroom LOL~ last fri was quite simple, once back, had dinner, den straight to room...chat a while n slept..i did admit that i was totally exhausted..physically nope but mentally yeap LOL~

Woke up on late noon the next day =x i slept almost 10 hours duh...

reminded me...wat were my frenz doin on this lovely weekend...some went shopping, some went bbq, some were juz at home..n so...start off d day wif d brunch..mum's cook was the best xP
After all its tasty, filled wif love n free?!? LOL~~~wonder how much money i spend during d inti life...

Soon, i did some of my immaturish bakery...^_____^ hehe...
made pizza...yummy...fill wif cheese, hotdogs, vege accessories...n not to forget...my aunt's yummy tomatoes pasta...^____^ haha...it was sooooooo freaking delicious...every1 gave a thumbs up

eh eh...huey ying...sry i forget to bring some back to inti for u again!! every1 finish them TT~TT

sat night...so wat else? football frenzy~ xD enjoyed sharing loads of stories about my life wif family members ^___^ loves them all... <3

sunday...n its today...back to inti...1 month countdown again...i gt to promise my parents...i nid to study hard...get a gd place in further studies...n so do my job...every1 wishes so too~~i m sure v all can do it~keep the faith

sry 'Blog' i was too excited at home LOL~rarely on9 searching for u xP n so do my lovely readers...love u all ^____^