1 month summarized LOLx

Counting the days that i had not updated this blog...its almost more than 1 month lolx~ haha..sry guys...was bz'ing studying hard for my finals n enjoying the very least of the 2 weeks break =D

Studying week...thats was real 'hardcore' lolx...wishing to obtain all As for the previous sem...but den...gt B, A-, A- =__= really sad about this...but the good point is...it pull up my cgpa marks...hopefully...i could get 2nd upper honors...aiks

The very next aim of mine...for this sem....yesh...again...getting all As lolx...2 subjects...yet it seems to be hard lolx...jyjy Jason

Holidays week...haha...enjoying myself to the fullest lol...'fullest' means...sleeping...dota'ing...eating lolx hahahaha~~there is not a single positive motivation there >__< however, thx to my very dear fren, went to sunday pyramid watching the Pirates of Carribean 4...(btw...i hope to b the guy hu kiss that mermaid...muahahha~~) =) had loads of good times there...exploring the sunway college unofficially secretly...sneek into it haha~~ =P n now...back to my very old life of mine...intians~the first week...ady teach 3 chapters...lolx...need to buck up lerh...haha...tats all for now...sry i couldnt think of new ideas for these moments...gotta do my very first "Fast5 tutorial n SGD" >_<

LOVE ALL of YOU...(n for guys...this is not a gayish msg =P ) haha...GBU <3

This is Life

Once again, sry guys, never touch my blog for ages >___< haiz, because i had a terrible tests and assignments last 2 weeks ago.

and for ur information last week was terrible LOL...

Monday = German test

Tuesday = SSC presentation

Wednesday = German oral test

Thursday = BIF test

Friday = SCI quiz

hahaha...i found this was funny actually...(opss m i mad?) =P

nevertheless, thx God...i managed to pass through everything with ease. ^^

n now, i juz back from the Life Science Club's Broga hill...went there on sat morning came back on sun morning....2 days trip are enough!!! LOL~

I found out that we had filled with laughter, joined our bonds...but den...terribly drained all our staminas...The 'flying fox' was super great!! To be honest, went i reached the top of the stand-hold (about 6-7 floors height), Chilled went down across my spine....LOL~~but wif all of my strong courage. I swing down

wee~~~~~ goes as fast as possible till the end btm point...xD

Next Broga hill climbed was one of my best hiking hill to be climbed. haha~ we really set off at 5.30 am .....took about an hour to reach the peak...I was in awe viewing the breathtaking view of the sunrises and the gentle breeze across the meadow field...totally great...thumbs up~

Thumbs down for right now....TT~TT

Back to INTI back to REALITY....aiks~~

gotta back to my 3 assignments to be handed up next week...love u all ^^

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Hey peeps~ =P

found out one of my most wanted~~...so longing poem...full of emotions, desire yet sentimental poem...hope u like them...thx veida...for him...thats why...i could find this poem

I take a deep breath,

say five words and let my true tears fall,

when you answer me maybe this wont work at all,

friends we can still remain,

but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name,

felt your hand touch my palm,

heard your thoughts,

your deepest secrets that you hide,

I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,

and I imagine the words you speak,

the words you say,the games you played,

the options I've tried,

to attempt to keep our friendship alive,

as I've failed in all of the above,

I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love,

my heartbrakes and it aches,

I've never felt so depressed,

and yet all the time I wish for only the best,

I wish for love,

I wish for everything to go my way,

I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away,

I feel alone,

So unloved,

And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be?

I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me,

I close my eyes,

With tears drop,

And again,

Try to recall the voice you speak,

The words you said,

The games you played,

the options that i tried,

to attempt for our friendship to stay alive,

As i know that i have failed,

totally failed in all of the above,

And I have to admit that,

I really fell in love,

toward you...deeply.

In thin air~

Hmm~Hmm~having both gd and bad news about my tests...one is way too good...another is way too dumbfolded.... =__=

well was aiming to get all As this sem...hope to overcome every obstacles ahead

promise myself...will do well in the coming test 2

Hmm~Hmm~ and again...sry Strawberry...sry...Chocolate couldnt keep the promise again~T~T

and oh yea~~Ken ^^ u recovered lerr...i know u r on the very best of ur life...congratz dude...n once again..hoping to go Sg wif u this coming december LOL~or any other places..perhaps~

My life here...is pretty boring...hate hot weather during the day...makes me feel lazy to study...aiks~ n oh yea...Strawberry...hmmm...sry again...u wont know about the "2nd day"

Oh yea...i did mention a fren with have nearly the same characteristics as mine...yeap indeed i agreed we do share some...Life is mystery~haha...n i hope happiness will be bestowed onto my dear fren on every paths u had chosen to walk ^___^ smile always

Putrajaya Botanical Park trip ~

Today, we, the Life Science Club had a trip to what i mentioned above~ =P Left at 8am in the morning by INTI bus...cant acc my cousin to sunday morning church Sorry~ everyone was excited~happy smiling faces could be seen in almost everyone ^__^

Reach there about half and hour later...took a big group members pic (will upload later) hehe~frankly...everyone wanted to have bike ride there~however, too bad...they were out of stock n was only available an hour later ~ =_=

Enjoy having morning walk at the park...thou to be honest its quite boring...snapping some pics...chatting wif my frenz...laughing together, sweating bersama-sama LOL~

An hour later~ LOL ~ rush back to the counter again...rent bikes...den cycle lo~we decided to have a race over the park...n we did!!! LOL~haha~everyone was staring at us when we were speeding haha~ Frankly...we waste our time there cycling 5 rounds rather than have a nature walk in the park...hahaha~

Almost half the day...we spend on the race LOL~n its time to back~ short journey...but tiring and of coz trying to smile LOL...

some were sleeping in the bus...some were still in hyper mood -.- (n i din know raymond was that generous...hahahaha~~)

Btw...talking about me, myself, i gt to change...not to be the same old Jason. Was determine to do so...n never again repeat the same mistake ^___^

Back!

Hey guys~ ^^ ish~ i m back..sry i'm throughout lazying at my home lol~

duh~last week was real 'cham' 2 tests on thursday n friday each..finally its a over...my brain was exhausted, my body feel slumber but my mood was overjoyed ^^

why?

Because i go back home!! its nearly 1 month =D miss my family, miss my tv, miss my internet connection, n miss my favorably air-cond boysroom LOL~ last fri was quite simple, once back, had dinner, den straight to room...chat a while n slept..i did admit that i was totally exhausted..physically nope but mentally yeap LOL~

Woke up on late noon the next day =x i slept almost 10 hours duh...

reminded me...wat were my frenz doin on this lovely weekend...some went shopping, some went bbq, some were juz at home..n so...start off d day wif d brunch..mum's cook was the best xP
After all its tasty, filled wif love n free?!? LOL~~~wonder how much money i spend during d inti life...

Soon, i did some of my immaturish bakery...^_____^ hehe...
made pizza...yummy...fill wif cheese, hotdogs, vege accessories...n not to forget...my aunt's yummy tomatoes pasta...^____^ haha...it was sooooooo freaking delicious...every1 gave a thumbs up

eh eh...huey ying...sry i forget to bring some back to inti for u again!! every1 finish them TT~TT

sat night...so wat else? football frenzy~ xD enjoyed sharing loads of stories about my life wif family members ^___^ loves them all... <3

sunday...n its today...back to inti...1 month countdown again...i gt to promise my parents...i nid to study hard...get a gd place in further studies...n so do my job...every1 wishes so too~~i m sure v all can do it~keep the faith

sry 'Blog' i was too excited at home LOL~rarely on9 searching for u xP n so do my lovely readers...love u all ^____^

F R I E N D S

Hi everyone..^_^ sry for the wait...ta da...my new outlook poem is here~ hope you will enjoyed them =)

It is by chance we met,

by choice we became friends.

Friendship is a strange thing---

we find ourselves telling each other

the deepest details of our lives,

things we don't even share

with our families who raised us.

But what is a friend?

A confidant? A lover?

A fellow email junkie?

A friend is all these things...

and more.

No matter where we met,

I call you friend.

A word so small yet so large in feeling,

a word filled with emotion.

It is true great things

It is a constant book always written

waiting to be read and enjoyed.

We may have our disagreements,

we may argue,

but that showed, we concern one another.

Friendships forged are a construct stronger

than steel built as a foundation,

necessary for life and necessary for love.

Our circle of friends

and are like that circle

There is no beginning or end.

Hello~

'Things' to be listed today

1. Lose in the badminton tournament.

2. Spend the whole evening finishing up the journals.

3. Had Korean dishes.

Duh~about the first list...ish...ish~ We entered with high hopes but came out unexpected...haiz

Did not prepared much? Fear overcome us? We 'fangshui' too much ady?

LOL...anyway..of all these thoughts above, indeed we lose, but doesnt matter...

Think about the positive side, we indeed obtained experiences...^___^ gotta practiced harder to become the best (~in my dreams~)

2nd list, journals, assignments, upcoming tests @_@

ARGHH!! it adds to headache

but i m smart enough wei~~~xP finishing those journal like sap sap sui LOL~~(opsss...sry for over boasting...)

well actually, I did took 3 hours to complete that journal..TT~TT life isnt always easy dude~even now, trying hard to get my mood on assignments tonight

3rd n the last...LOL yesh...went to Korean restaurant for dinner...took a distance walk...but its worth!!

My dear tummy...haiz...packed full with korean dishes....destroying my diet list (wa lao wei~~) however, it refreshed our mood~love eating, sharing and laughing with frenz ^___^

Anyway, I do feel somehow, surprising yet good~~met someone having some SAME characteristic as mine

Its a flashback, LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES ^^

Hopefully, we could be great fren too ^^

P.S. stay tune for my upcoming poem

Ups and Downs

Good or Bad its a part of life...

haiz...because of my clumsy outrages attitude...i hurt my roommate's finger during the badminton practice...duh...i feel sry...REAL sry to him TT~TT

n I promise myself...this wont happen again >_<>

eh talking about the good part...i m actually quite satisfied with my test's result ^___^

nevertheless...i do really want to get a better mark...JIA YOU jason

n also not to forget...to everyone out there reading my blog ^^ i m sure u have this feeling too...

good luck yeah...

whenever u had done a mistake or unsatisfied with ur result...learn from it!! I m sure u can...show the passion deep inside ur heart BUT dun ever give up...

May GOD bless you ^_______^

haha...badminton tournament is here...n I m in it!!!

hopefully i could eliminate all my opponents...(thou, its quite tough

n oh yea...millions thx to everyone who read and commented about my poem LOL~

n yeah...thx to them who concern about me

actually~~although its a sad poem...but honestly, its nothing to do with me right now LOL~~everything was in the past

(sry for this misunderstood)

eh guys, gals and my loyal companion Blog...i gtg now~ class later~ish ish~~thx for the smiles ^___^

It won't happen

I've known you for what seems like forever
but only now have i seen my hearts true endeavor

But now it's to late! I've pushed you away
I've given you to my friend this now miserable day

I never noticed how bright your black eyes sparkles
I never realized how your laugh was so harmonious with mine

I never really took the time to see how gentle and caring you are
Or understood why each time i was with you i felt like a star

But now that you're there JUST outside of my reach
All these hidden feelings are trying to fade

And if i tell you and take you I’ll lose someone so dear
On the other hand if say nothing the "what if" will whisper in my ear

I've always had a problem but it has never been this bad
I've always wanted what was hard to get....
but never what i couldn't have

But why?

You don’t attached to me so dearly I felt

Short words or reply makes It fades away
Is it the butterflies i get when we share a stolen glance?
Could it be that i only want you because you belong to him?

Maybe i really do like you and just didn't see it ?
but with all the other possibilities its kinda hard to believe it

I think i've got it! i think i know why
i'll narrow it down and tell you with a sigh

Its a mixture of all of the reasons above
I won’t get you because it’s fated

I'll still have these feelings and i'll still think of you
at least until something comes between us
so i guess ill just sit here as my heart silently burns.

Feel free to comment yea xP

n the veida for some minor changes too~

p.s. its was based on my feeling ^________^

Second day

Hi Blog!

We meet again~ It's seem u r being loved by quite some lovely friends xP anyway...

Thankz to all my lovely friends...especially Huei Ying xP for her first ever smile (comment) on my blog. ^___^ and Vei Da!! thx for the left out comment from US xP ^___^

I do hope more in the future xP...(duh...i admit i m greedy LOL~)

Hey yea...if some of u had read my first ever post...i did mention that upcoming demon-like-test no?

haha...LIFE is so unpredictable...

There was a SUDDEN change this morning...

Postponed to exactly a WEEK from the day but...

Everyone had a mixed feeling...

Because on the same week there will be another TEST a day before it.

n so...duh~~i m not sure to be happy or not >______<>

~~My thoughts for today~~

Happiness, Sharing n Love

I m sure these 3 words u would wanted them everyday...n...dun worry u will get them ^_^

Anyway...again...I would like to express all my luck to them...who are having d upcoming test...xD JIA YOU and GOOD LUCK

ever first step journey?

duh...frankly...i m bored~ but i guess...after all its a part of life.

Hmmm...perhaps i should play DOtA? hanging out wif frenz? or even browse through d stuffy notes >____<>"Anyway...letz start up wif blogging..." thats how my mood told me

and

thus,

start off wif my little paves pathway...

anyway...like what others said, blogging is one alternative way to bring out n share our thoughts...never too broad...never too secret...

but for me...i hope it would make u smile

ah...the first expression of my life...i m happy for today...juz finish test yesterday... over minded wif joy

however,

not to forget...somewhat i m gonna b bz again =.= facing another demon-like-test on this fri...

god bless me TT~TT

duh...sry for this short outcome from my mind...gotta prepare for class...

n thx 'Blog' for filling in my time XP